Friday, March 16, 2007
so ok. i was awoken by my mom's ranting of my dad. saying he was "black-hearted", "devil", new words everyday.
i am still not used to this.
i hate it when my parents fight. i really do.
so when it would stop? when i am 30?
yeah right.
more like, till i'm 60.
i wish the holidays would end faster. i would go to school and just forget the whole thing.
cause i am sick and tired.
50000 tears i cried.
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pei shan sent me an SMS:
'this morning when the Lord opened the window to heaven, he saw me and asks: "my child, what is your greatest wish for today?" i responded, "Lord, please take care of the people who would read this message and his or her family and friends for they deserve it and you love them very much." the love of God is like an ocean you can see its beginning but not its end...'
before i received this SMS, i was feeling so down. no one can help me with my parent problems; not my sister or brother or even my dear friends who expressed their sympathy. then i thought of God. i felt like he abandoned me; alone, so cold.
my mood changed when i got Pei shan's SMS. i realised that he is taking care of EVERY single one of us; he was always there to support us in our times of need, share our joy, comfort us in our sadness.
so if you are feeling down too, always pray and talk to God.
i would be looking forward to my catechism class this sunday. my teacher said he would ask each one of us to write our problems down on a piece of paper and the whole class will pray.
something to look forward too. i would be included in their prayers :)
thank you pei shan. i really appreciate it <3
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yesterday i found 2 things i loved:
-the song "stacey's mom" by fountains of wayne
surprising. the lyrics is about this guy who is in love with his friend's mom....funny how it happens. listen!! you would smile all the way. a two thumbs up
rate: 4.5 stars over 5 stars
-the book "the rope trick" by lloyd alexander
its about a magician girl, Lidi, who sets out in a journey to find Ferrando, the famous yet mysterious magician. on the way, she meets Danielle, an orphaned girl in desperate need of a family, a ringmaster who is an expert in training his porkers (pigs) how to dance and a wanted handsome outlaw whom she falls deeply in love with. i think the story would be boring without the handsome guy, Julian, in it. funny romantic parts! especially, when he kisses Lidi unexpectedly. danielle is charming too. she is soo cute by the way she acts and is very childish, naive and innocent. she was the one who predicted that Lidi and Julian would fall for each other.
wonderful story. a must read!! 4 thumbs up (wow. like i have 4 thumbs that is)
rate: 5/5
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i am still stuck doing my geography written assignment which i cannot find any useful information on the net!!!
urgh.
infuriating much.
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i plan to watch "phantom of the opera" tomorrow at channel 5, sunday, 7.30pm!!!
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still can't find anything on geography.....
sigh. before i pull all my hair out.
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