Friday, May 2, 2008
many things have come and go for me this year.
my new years' resolution was to have a more exciting life.
but this? ok, this is SO OVER.
sure, my life's really eventful and stuff like that. there's evening under the stars, mass CIP and oh, i've got cool parties to attend to. shopping sprees also.
but this???
who woulda thought that i cried for 2 weeks because i had problems coming in without stopping??
i'm being literal here.
scenario #1: this guy (let's call him X) who you know suddenly blurts out to you, via sms, on sunday night (while you were peacefully studying A maths, mind you) and says after all this while, he was in love with you.
why i cried? because i know how it feels to have a broken heart and i could feel the pain.
i was trying to be all nice about it. who am i kidding when i forced myself??
love can't be force.
RIGHT??
scenario #2: ok, once again peacefully studying a subject (can't remember what it was) then an sms came from a guy (hm, lets call him Y) asks "so that means after all this while, you loved me more than a friend?"
oh my gosh. i meant that as a joke!! a joke! i wasn't serious or anything. i thought about the question, real hard because i didn't know what to say.
i was badly shaken after that incident!! because his Y's messages seemed to have a hidden meaning.
crap i wish i can read minds.
scenario #3: so then, you found out from someone, that _____ likes ______. couldn't take the pain right? i was sobbing in physics class.
thank God cuthbert was there. i think if he weren't, i could have burst with so much overwhelmance (if there ever such a word)
lesson learnt: you want your life exciting? no boys. full stop. i'm really sickened.
EXAMS NEARING + BOYS =PRESSURE YOU CAN'T HANDLE.
Stuffs I painted @ 12:51 PM
