i'm back. arrived in a blaze of glory.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

de-stressing here. one of the few times i actually bother to sign in to blogger and actually blog.

forgive me.

anyway...

1. watched 17 again. i like zac efron. and his black hunky leather jacket and sunglasses. xin yun was so nice today. she gave me this gigantic poster of him. now i can paste it on my wall, stare and smile to myself. think of it as a way to um, motivate myself when i study.

or, a distraction.

2. over the weekend, went shoe shopping at Sketchers.

do you know Ashlee Simpson and David Cook wear Sketchers??

anyway, i fell in love with the shoes and my mom offered to buy me a pair. i found a perfect pair, tan with straps, but i figured i was buying on impulse so i didn't purchase it.

weird huh? i mean, where'd my obsession with shopping go to?

i befriended the sales assistant guy. he's 16. i wanna work there too. after my O levels. who knows? the shop may give discounts for a pair of Sketchers for the employees! or maybe...being an employee requires one to actually wear Sketchers. haha, awesome.

dang, i'm crapping.

3. cycled at SunPlaza Park and swung on the swings. it feels great because it feels like flying. i just swung there, feeling like a kid again and laughing happily. i jogged a bit too.

4. on monday, i challenged pincheng and grace to a bet. a bet they would sure lose... i hope.

i mean, if i lost, i would lose face and i'll have to owe them both something. so i have to win this.

lately, i like to take and offer challenging bets.

5. on tuesday, which is today, TEMASEK CHINESE ORCHAESTRA GOT GOLD WITH HONORS FOR SYF!!!

i'm so happy for grace. she toiled through and made sacrifices, mind you. a very painful process.

6. i cannot believe Khoon hwa and Aisyah actually agreed with Victor's crazy, far-fetched idea.

see, we had to come up with a plot on "Restlessness of Modern Life" and vic said to do a story on terrorism, from a terrorist's point of view. i said it wouldn't work. everyone still went ahead with it.

at the presentation, Mr Toh's face was full of disbelief. i wish victor was here today so i can pummel his face.

nothing wrong with the story of course. but teacher never asked us to write a Hollywood script, that's the problem. oh well.

6. XinYun and i totally crapped today. whaddya expect? we're girls. girls tend to talk a lot.

i did not say gossip.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

they say when life gives you lemons, make lemonade.

in my life, if i'm given lemonade, somehow rather i end up with um, let's say, orange juice.

put it to simpler terms: i have a way of twisting my life till it becomes incomprehendable.

still don't get it? my life is totally unpredictable. i have this in-born knack of shocking people.

and shocking myself.

i'm totally spontaneous when the time gets appropriate. i mean, i'm sort of a planner, i suppose. give me an essay or work, i can plan.

but when it comes to making decisions, i just go ahead without really thinking about it. i let my emotions take the wheel.

Miss Unpredictable, yes. grace said i was.

maybe Miss Unpredictable has finally met her match.

Stuffs I painted @ 8:46 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Your Ego is Medium

You have what psychologists would call a healthy ego.
You have high self esteem, but you don't think too highly of yourself.

You believe in yourself, but you are also able to believe in others.
You know how to put your ego in check and let someone else take the reins.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howbigisyouregoquiz/">How Big Is Your Ego?

You Are a Vampire

You are charming, sensual, and even a bit manipulative.
You can't help but get people to do what you want.

You have sharp senses and a strong predatory instinct.
You go after what you want, without mercy.

While you have the heart of a killer, many people are drawn to you.
You are elegant, timeless, and mysterious. You are the ultimate fantasy object.

Are'>http://blogthings.com/areyouavampireorawerewolfquiz/">Are You a Vampire or a Werewolf?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to relate to and understand others.
Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What'>http://blogthings.com/whatkindofintelligencedoyouhavequiz/">What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

me? politician? politics is a dirty business.

You Are Fairly Abnormal in Love

When it comes to love, you definitely have your own take on things.
You love and hurt like everyone else, but your expectations and rules are different.
It may make it hard for you to feel understood. People don't really get where you're coming from.

Why You Are Normal in Love

You are normal because you think it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved.

You are normal because you believe more than one soulmate is possible.

Why You Aren't Normal in Love

You are abnormal because you had your first boyfriend or girlfriend after you were 14.

You are abnormal because you don't believe a long distance relationship can work.

Are'>http://blogthings.com/areyounormalinlovequiz/">Are You Normal in Love?

this is stupid. just because i have a boyfriend after 14 doesn't make me abnormal.

and long distance relationships don't last!! at all. trust me, i tried that.

so i'm NOT abnormal.

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How'>http://blogthings.com/howdomenseeyouquiz/">How Do Men See You?

Stuffs I painted @ 8:08 PM

i pronounce this blog...DEAD.

before i leave, here's a test i saw in zainal's blog :)

Your Love is Based on Passion

When you're in love, you're brimming with emotions and desire.
For you, love can be a crazy frenzy - but somehow it all makes sense.
Love is the most important thing to you. You are capable of doing anything for love.
(This makes you very lovable... but also a little scary!)

Why your love can last: You've got the true attraction, bond, and euphoria to make it happen.

Why your love can fail: Love isn't something you really think through. Your roller coaster relationships sometimes end on a terrifying note.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourlovebasedonquiz/">What Is Your Love Based On?

so i was right. i really did understood myself. it will always be passion for me.

Stuffs I painted @ 8:03 PM